Why I started writing

 

Why i started writing 

I spend a lot of my days going through invisible struggles that leave me with nothing to do but sit quietly and watch my fish tank. I've watched and realize fish have little personalities, with little stories, that deserve to be told. 

I had been having multiple difficult days that left me with little brain power. One day while I sat and watched my fish I thought,

“I need an outlet that isn't crocheting. That I could just sit and escape"

"Someone needs to tell their stories, people need to know fish can be loved too." 

So I opened a google doc and just started typing. The stories flew out of my fingers onto the page with no effort. Little did I realized I had all the stories in a little folder tucked away in my brain, I just needed a place for them to be released. 

Now they have a place with a purpose, where others can read, smile and understand the joys of fish keeping. And maybe in return my brain has just a little more room to breathe. 



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